Ok, so I've been lazy and haven't posted on this in a while, so here we go. Something I hope I never have to do... well there's lots of things. I think the most important thing being is that I hope I never have to bury my child. I went through this when I was younger (kind of) Number one.. my brother died when he was 16... I can't imagine how my mom did it. To bury her own child. Of course, I had to be strong for her, because I knew that losing a brother wasn't as bad as losing a child. There is some inexplicable bond between a mother and a child... it's always there, and it never goes away.
Number 2, I had a son when I was 17, and put him up for adoption. It was the hardest thing I had to do in my life. But I knew that I couldn't give him the life he deserved, so I gave him to a loving family.
Giving up a son through adoption is hard enough... you know that the child is ok.. you know that he is happier there than he would be with you... why is it so hard to realize that a child will be happier in heaven than with you? I'm not sure... I know that ultimately heaven is the best place to be, but giving up my daughter is the last thing I want to do.
I hope I never have to bury my daughter... I want her to live well past me, and experience all the good things in life. Yes.. like every other mother in the world.. I want my daughter to experience all the good things, and live a long happy life!
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